Magic Moment

One of the better mornings I've had in the longest of times and it's bout damn time too!!!!.
Friday night wasn't anything this week other than a kicked back, chilled out float around type night. I was looking forward to havin my usual brews, getting a decent buzz on and chattin on the phone. Friday was excruciatingly hot with max temp hitting 100. It just plain sucks when it's that hot and the humidity here is that a god damned steam sauna that is relentless along with the burning orb sun.
Reckon I'm tiring of the Florida Keys or at least this relentless heat that you can't go anything in.
I had looked forward Friday to makin a nice home cooked dinner followed by some beers and my usual Friday Night chat on the phone. There are just some things in life I have to have as routine, structure and do the same each week. A little bit of security in this troubled and volatile world.
After I commenced drinking beers I realized just how tired I was. I put in a long day and in 100 degree heat. An email from my friend said that the phone call would come until late if at all as they had other plans with family.
I spent the night writin emails and playin around on You Tube. I reckon I spend 1/2 my Internet time there. My latest kick is I can find old songs/videos and listen to ones just I want to hear. 2 weeks ago it was songs from circa 1990 just after I got outta boot camp. I done played the hell outta em and really enjoying em too. I had an 80's song Sussidio by Phil Collins stuck in my head that I heard in the grocery store last week. I came to You Tube and typed it in. SHIT!!! took me forever tryin to get the spelling right. I knew it was from the year 1985 so I went over to Google and typed in Top Songs of 1985. Sure enough I found it.
Okay so now I have the Billboard top 100 songs of 1985. I read through the list recognizing a good majority of the songs. Some I still could hear the tune in my head and others I had to hear but I quickly recognized. Well you got it..good ole You Tube. Then we got into top songs of 1984 and 1986.
What great bands and artists back in the day. Duran Duran, Tears for Fears, Chaka Khan, Pet Shop Boys to name just a few. I enjoyed the reminisce of my younger early 20 days when life was simple and carefree. My only worries was working for a Sybil at the switch type boss and making a car payment and not missing a party night at the club in hopes of finding that Mr Right. Ahhh life was good and simple.
4 beers was the extent of my Friday night last night. Extremely mild and laid back for this beer drinking Redneck. I had been knocked down with some sort of bug the past few weeks that has literally knocked the dog shit outta me. Friday was my first day I felt decent... I say decent and not good but decent since the end of June. Even in June my feel good days energy wise were far and few. Tired but a tired from a days work and realizing my friend wasn't going to be calling I wound the night down and headed for bed. There was always Coast 2 Coast with George Noory to listen to on the radio which I do everynight.
Between the beer and the sweet tea I done drank last night I was up pissin like every 2 hours. Oh the joy of getting older!!!. I used to be able sleep a whole night through no matter how much I drank without the need to get up to piss. Now 3 or 4 times a night is not uncommon. I slept good, dreamt hard. 7:00 a.m. the first rays of sun started peekin in the top of the bedroom drapes. I knew I wouldn't sleep much longer, damn I gotta put those hurricane storm panels up over the sliding glass door to make the room dark and keep that nasty sun out!!.
I stirred and farted which got all the dogs awake, usual morning routine. The baby Rottweiler is the first awake. Hey eyeballs steadfast to you waiting fer your eyes to pop open.
Her wildly waggin nubby and squeeky yawns is everyone cue to get up. In seconds you have to cup your hands over your crotch to protect the twins from excited paws on the bed.
I awoke to wagging tails and nubbies, snortin noses and happy eyes. Our 4 legged kids looking at me sayin.. "Good Mornin Dad!!!... hurry up and open this here gate as we gotta go potty and we are hungry!!!" I was happy to see them too.
Something was different this morning!!. I felt good!!! Felt good not only mentally but physically. I woke up hearing this 80's song in my head "Everybody Wants to Rule The World" by Tears For Fears. Fed the dogs and headed for computer at 7:15 a.m. You guessed it..You Tube!!!. Already have the song saved to my favorites.
Put the song on that I was hearing in my head. I stood looking at the dining room clock 7:17 a.m., the song played as I looked out the living room window through the blinds across the street. I could see neighbors fixin to go somewheres. The sun was mounting higher and higher in an almost cloudless sky. Digital thermometer already registered 84 degrees, gonna be another nasty hot day. I took in the song as I watched across the street and looked around the living room I was standing in.
Excited about my plans for the day, the way the sun was shining and for once in a VERY long time I felt good. Suddenly you have one of those moments in time. It's not worldly by any means. It's a special place between the created Matrix and true essence of reality. You just feel good inside. It's better than any drug or alchohol buzz could ever give you. You realize your heart, mind, body and soul are in synch and all feel the same greatness. It's an extreme peace, overflowing serenity and profound internal happiness. The smallest things seem special and are appreciated.
These moments I've dubbed "Magic Moments" as they are fleeting. Sometimes they last just a moment, sometimes you can stretch em to last several minutes and on a lucky and extreme rare event you can get em to last hours. I think this is what life will be like when I cross over. This is what the true reality is like outside the created matrix.
Magic Moments can be spurred by usually the simplest of things. A nice breeze, the way the sun is shining, a blue sky, a smell, a song, a memory. You know when one hits as they are profound to the extreme. You are filled so much inside. You almost loose contact with this present reality. Even in a troubled world with yer own life full of troubles and worries they all seem to melt away for a few moments. There is nothing but joy, peace and happiness inside you. Sometimes it can be so profound you feel as though you are going to burst.
It's 8:49 a.m. now. That magic Moment is now going into "Magic Hours" yes a very rare thing indeed. I'm still listening to my music from 1984-86 Reminiscing of my younger days and also just appreciating what was good music in my day. I just don't want this to end but like all Magic Moments they are just that... Moments. Moments in time were we are freed of the spacial time relation, a ripple in the space/time continuim of what it's REALLY like. Right now would be a very good meditation time for me as I would be capable of astral travel and remote viewing at this point.
Something definitely happening that hasn't happened since last November of this magnitude.
Maybe I brought this one by in my head rededicating myself as a Solitary Practitioner and planning out some much needed Energy cleansing works for the New Moon tonight. Somehow doing this I suddenly opened the fllood gates or so it seems to the spiritual realm. A realm I felt so cut off from for so very long. Suddenly I'm getting the spiritual answers I've been looking for.
I need to follow through with tonight's New Moon Ceremony and Energy workings.
It's going to be a good day.

JD